Silent Cries…..

Silent Cries…..
Should I stay or should I go
All kinds of thoughts begin running through my mind
the glare from the light
is affecting my sight
Should I speak out or stay
Silent! For what?
what have I don’t to deserve such treatment?
I’m fighting with myself because at the very moment
he approaches my window
I want to scream “why did you stop me!”
I don’t…
I am at a crossroads
Wait a minute, No I am not !
This is America
a place where I should not be afraid to speak out
Especially when I know I didn’t do anything wrong.
Snatched, thrown, knees in back
Silent she lays there
barred down by- the- weight of the man
what are her rights
what about her soul?
I wonder can he sleep at night knowing the embarrassment he
put her through
His ego was hurt
and now she’s gone…………

This is just a little something that has been weighing heavily on my heart.

They Dont Care About Us..WE need to Care about US!

Our Lives matter. There is so much violence going on in this World that we live in. It’s time for us to Stop the Madness!

Mass Shootings, Officer Involved Shootings, Child Abuse, Child Neglect..I’m tired.. So very tired of waking up everyday seeing this devastation. It’s time to make a Change. I cant do this alone. I can start the process, but doing it alone is not an option. By the way, when I write (They) don’t care about us.I don’t mean just the Police, I  mean each and every person that sits around contemplating death upon us.

How many of our brothers and sisters must die before a stand is taken? We can’t go into a Theater anymore without feeling some  type of way. Not being able to enjoy ourselves. Watching every sudden move from the movie-goers instead of watching the movie! I’m Tired..We can post hashtags about those that have been killed, but honestly what is a hashtag going to do. Yes you are showing that you care, and that the victims and their families are in your hearts. but yet and still that isn’t going to change anything!

I am not a Celebrity, I am not rich but guess what I plan on making some kind of difference! This is my world that I share with all of you and I want to make things right. I dont want to live in fear  each time I step out of my door. I AM TIRED!!!

I pray that GOD watches over all of us, all races,religions.Whether you like it or not we are all the same. We bleed the same Blood. Let’s come together and make a difference.. Not just by posting on social media sites, we need to get out there and make that change. Like Michael Jackson said,”I’m starting with the Man in the MIrror”

Morning Blues

Good Morning my loves,

wpid-screenshot_2015-07-11-07-06-58.png Yes,the title of this Blog Posts is “Morning Blues”. Am I Blue? Not at all, I am actually in a very good  mood, the only thing that is irritating me inside is the fact that I have to go to this mediocre job. A job that I just am not happy at. I know I know, some of you will probably state, “be thankful that you have a job”. I am, in a sense, I just feel that I am settling for just any old job. I do not like settling. I know I am worth so much more than what I am offered.  Basically, what I am saying is this, for those of you that are working just to get by, is it worth it? Are you happy? Are you where you want to be in Life?

My passions are Music,Cooking,Helping others,singing and Acting.. So, with that being said; I will have my Entertainment Management Company, I will help those that are seeking acting or music careers. I will continue with my blog and I know that one day soon it will be a big success..I just have to put more effort into it. I’m not looking for a ton of likes, that is irrelevant to me.What I want is contentment,feeling good about the work that I do and putting smiles on the face of others. Soon people, you will see my name everywhere. I believe in ME!

Abused and Neglected…. The Lost CHildren

Hey everyone,

I have so many things going on right now, until I have neglected my blog. Some of the projects I have going on are building a foundation for the Abused and Neglected Children of Las Vegas(soon The World).. There are over 3,000+ children in (las Vegas)the Foster Care system,being taken away from homes where they are being abused or mistreated. Starved, and not much being done about it. I have yet to do my research on it, but I will. here is what I have going on; I am currently planning a show to help raise awareness and money for this cause. I have seen too many children go into the system and end up in homes that really don’t care about them, they just want that monthly check. Now, I am not saying that all of the foster parents are after the money,I’m just speaking on what I know.

I have seen first hand on how the facilities are ran. When I walked into that room to pick up my great-nephew, there were approx 11 kids sitting on a run-down dirty carpet in the middle of the floor. I would say age range was from 2 yrs to 15yrs…The faces of those babies broke my heart. I told my children, “If I had the space, I would take each and every one of these babies.They don’t deserve to be here.. They didn’t ask to come into this world!” There were 3 staff members. 2 sitting at a desk and 1 who was holding my nephew with gloves that were riddled with feces . My first reaction was to grab him and clean him with so many antibacterial wipes, but instead we just hugged him and couldn’t wait to take him home to clean him up. How he got there is a story I don’t like talking about, maybe one day I will share it. Now, getting back to why I want to have this annual show, I think these facilities need to be remodeled. They need better support staff, and better training. Every penny I would earn would go straight to that cause. Yes there are organizations out there that raise money and toys for the children, but to me that is just not enough! The Government is doing a poor job of handling the system. It seems as though all they care about is taking away from those in need….

I am making progress on the show, I currently have 2 bands and 2 singers on board with me..Help me make a difference. If you care about the children of the World, let makes a difference together. I need your support, share this  post and follow me on Twitter @msraqci, IG:MsRaqci …. After all Whitney sang it best,”I BELIEVE THE CHILDREN ARE OUR FUTURE…” I will have more information to come.. Thank you for your time…..

Peace and Blessings to you all,



I have learned just in the past couple of months, that if you want to advance in life, you need to surround yourself with those that are like-minded as you. I use to associate with those that were nothing like me, didn’t have or believe in dreams;which then brought down my visions of determination,my visions of being successful. Now at 44 years of age, I have to focus on what I believe in, what I want in life…what do I want? I WANT SUCCESS!!!!

Success-The accomplishment of your goal(s)… A lot of people think that success is all about money and fame. Although both are nice to have, they can come and go. Success is feeling good about the things that you are doing.. Success is making a difference in the  lives of others, bringing smiles to many  faces..Receiving hand-shakes, hugs and Thank you  for all that you do…

When people ask me what do I do for a living, I explain my current Job, but I also explain that I am currently working on establishing my own Talent Management Company,they (most not all) will say, that’s a lot of hard work,or you’re kinda old for that….Now mind you, these people are friends and family of mine stating these words. How awful, right?  I use to  care about the opinions of others. Now I tell them it’s never too late to start a new.. I am adamant on making my current life  so much better  than what it is. Don’t get me wrong, I am grateful for the things that I have,I’m just not satisfied.. I want so much more out of life….I want to wake up feeling happy and ready to go to work..Right now at my current job,I wake up dreading to go to work..what does that tell you? I am not living out my passion, my dream.. {When you wish upon a star!!!!}

Thanks for listening guys….Have an amazing Day.. Never let anyone tell you that you can’t. YOU CAN!!!!


Lord, has this been a difficult year for me already, and it’s just the 3rd month in!! What in the World is going on with me? My life! Why can’t I get to a better place? I’ll tell you why; because I am stuck on believing that I can not get to a better place. That I am stuck at my dead-end job,where I have to live pay check to pay check, instead of thinking of bigger and better possibilities(blessings) to enter my life.

Growing up, I had everything I could ever ask for. Wonderful big homes, able to travel whenever and wherever we wanted. Spending 11 glorious days in Hawaii..The Bahamas, don’t even get me started on that vacation!! Yes, back then everything was cheaper, and better, but why did the fun have to stop just because I am an adult now?

Recently, I have been having deep feelings about my life. Not to the point where I want to end my life, but where I want to make some major changes!. I want to live the abundant life GOD has planned for me. I want to be blessed by the favour of GOD. how can I make this happen? Get out there and WORK! Not at a 9 to 5 job, but work at my goals.

I’m going to take you back again to my younger Days.. My school Days. I went to a private School in Vallejo ,Ca. Vallejo, The hometown of Baby Bash,E40, living in the Bay Area, where great actors like Shemar Moore grew up. Getting back to my school years. I use to write songs, sing and act. I got the lead part in all but one of the school plays that were produced. I hung out with E40(Earl Stevens)  he would hang out at my house on Diana dr, with his cousins and friends. We hung out quite a bit. Now it’s like we don’t even know one another… Baby bash  as well, but Bash does acknowledge my presence. He is a good example  of staying true to his friends and fans. Now, getting back to my high school Days, I wont a song, had it copy written, and being that I went to this private school, I was able to befriend Peter Michael Escovedo III (yes, Sheila E’s brother) and Danny Thomas of Confunkshun. They took my lyrics and told me that they would put it to music, did I hear from them again, no… I’m not worried about them taking my song, using the lyrics, because it is under a copyright. My point with this is, I put my trust in people, and never followed up. If I had the mentality of not caring about my lyrics, then why should they? If I didn’t ask or keep in touch with them regarding my music, then why should they keep in touch with me. I thought, hey my song is in the hands of very famous people, so I’m good..LIES!!!! Pure bold face LIES!!!! to myself!! isn’t that pathetic!!!


Michael Jackson could not have said it any better. Start with the man(woman in my case) in the mirror. I am going to make so many major changes!!! I notice that GOD is bringing people with positive mindsets into my life. I have a few celebs following me on Twitter and IG. I asked myself when I first noticed the follows, why in the world are they following me? Well, now I say, “GOD brought them into my life for a reason. utilize them.” I am not saying I am going to be a crazy fan and push my products and ideas onto them. I am going to go to them with questions, ask for advice,yes promote my work, but not to the point of bugging them.. I know they have lives too, but again they were brought into my circle for  reason.


Aint that the Truth…Darrin Dewitt Henson…Act like a Success …STeve Harvey and of course Joel Osteen.. I receive daily emails from Joel(like everyone else) but it seems like when I am feeling a certain way, the mails that presents itself is directly words that I need to hear.Sometimes a person just needs that one or few words to get their day going.

Taking out the Trash….

Things that are nonexistent in my life has to be thrown away.. That includes people who are not supportive of me, of my dreams. That may sound mean, but now is the time for me to focus on ME!! I will no longer allow my so-called family and friends, place negative words into my head. From this Day forth, I will stay motivated and positive.

Staying connected:

I met a gentleman 4 years ago, Microphone Bully..We connected on Twitter..He is a strong motivator..He states on his pages daily, that he is going to do big and great things.. He is now the owner of a clothing boutique in New York, and he has a wonderful website out , and he is still working on music.. So see, when you set your mind to do something you can achieve anything.I plan on staying connected to those that connect with me, bringing positivity into my life!

Thanks for listening!!!

Peace and Love from Me to YOU!!!.

Empire Strikes Back.


Beretti, if you don’t step up your A -game, you aren’t going to win this War!

Di you catch last nights episode of Empire? Cookie offered the cookie, Andre went balistic..Jamal read Lucious..What more can this family bring to the table? I have been watching Empire since the first episode,now granted, I didn’t think  it would turn out to well, only because of the network it’s on. Not because of the actors or the writers. Hell, Taraji and Terrance are some of the best actors around!! I loved them in Hustle and Flow, the chemistry they share is out of this world!

I am so glad Andre’s diagnosis came out last night, because I was driving myself crazy trying to figure out what his issues were. I was thinking ,he had the same thing as his father (ALS) ,then I thought it was ADHD, never did I expect Bipolar Disorder! Hopefully he will get the treatment he needs, so he can be a part of Empire again.

The Elevator Scene..Oh my goodness! Jamal,Hakeem and Andre, sharing that brotherly love. Something we havent seen from the three of them since the beginning. Yes Jamal and Hakeem had a tight bond, but never the 3 together! It kind of made me feel like a proud mom..empire cast

There are always wonderful surprises in every episode. Guest appearances by some of our favorite artists.. I kinda wish Courtney Love’s character had  stayed..I will be tuning in next week, to see how Jhud and Andre connect..Will Andre and Jennifer do a duet? Remains to be seen…Tune in Wednesdays at 9pm(pst) on Fox to find out what happens next..

This is Ms Raqci saying,”Until next time fellow Empirettes….” lol..i’ll think of a better name