Happy Sunday everybody! It’s such a beautiful morning here in Las Vegas. I woke up this morning with the Sun shining down on me.Sending positive energy into my Body. I set my mind on point. Nothing but positivity and productivity will be released from me today and the days to follow!
I have for so long been living in the realm of negativity. Yes, I would get on my social media sites and proclaim positive words of encouragement for my followers(friends), but do you think I follow my own advice! Not even. I will put on this fake facade and pretend that everything is alright within my soul when it really isn’t. Why would I want to burden everyone else with my problems? I don’t want others to be down just because I am… Does this make sense to you? I admit, I have my good days and then I have my bad days. What I am trying to figure out is why I keep having my Bad days. Yes everyone goes through trials and tribulations,but lately my trials and tribulations have been ,WHEW!!! I mean to tell you the Devil is seriously working within my family.
Family, what family? The only family I have left are my children. Since the death of my Grandmother, this family has gone downhill. My sisters and I havent spoken to one another for 13 years, one sister bad mouths me,wished DEATH upon me and my children!!! What person does that? especially someone who is supposed to love you! She has turned her children against me and my children..Its just a big mess and I’m over it! I no longer worry about it, if GOD feels that he wants this family fixed, he will make it happen! I have left it in his hands. All I know is that my children and I have put ourselves backwards for so long for so many other people. We are always helping out, which is what we are supposed to do, but when you get backlash for helping and people are not appreciative, then why continue to do so? I mean yes we still help and always will but as far as trying to mend the wickedness with our family, that’s no longer important.
From this Day forward, I am giving my life to GOD! He is the reason I am, he is the one that can provide for me and my family, GOD is my all. No longer will I put trust in man, all my trust is in the LORD. He is my light and my Salvation…
Peace and love from ME to YOU!